Jesse James Was Abused By His Father In Childhood  Jesse James |
Jesse James has blamed his childhood for cheating to his loving wife, Sandra Bullock. James marriage with Oscar-winning actress is on rocks since the news of his fling with the Tattoo model was exposed in media.
The motorcycle entrepreneur claimed that he was physically and mentally abused by his father, Larry in his childhood.
Jesse James quoted, “I grew up with a huge amount of shame and fear and abandonment on my shoulders from a very young age and I think, you know, the way my mind rationalized [cheating]. Well, you know, I might as well do whatever I can to like run her off cause she is going to find out what I am anyway and leave me anyway.”
"The struggle within myself for the things that I did ... to damage marriage and my life and everything else, it's all me. I'm doing it because, you know, I've basically never felt good enough for anyone," he added.
In order to save his marriage James checked into rehab and claimed that he cried a lot in the center. "It was like peeling an onion," he explained. "Every day it was a new revelation about myself and the things I've been doing. I cried more in rehab in the last 30 days than I have in my whole life. No BS. That's the truth," he said.
However, the 41 year old celebrity has denied the reports that he is a sex addict. James also added that he hopes that Bullock accepts him back.
He wished, "I really wish I didn't have to go through all this and put everybody else through this to get to this place, but hopefully with time and my actions, and the things that I do, I hope people realize that, you know, Hey, I'm human, I make mistakes and I'm sorry for what I did."
