Cheryl Cole Describes 2010 As The Worst Year Of Her Life  Cheryl Cole |
British singing icon Cheryl Cole has confessed that 2010 has been the worst year of her life and is desperately waiting for 2011. The singer revealed that New Year will be the start of her new life.
The ‘X Factor’ judge also admitted that her divorce from womaniser Ashley Cole has left her devastated and has affected her confidence.
"You know what I want more than anything? Those last ten seconds on New Year’s Eve. ``10, 9, 8... 2011! I’m going to scream them,” the singer was quoted as saying.
"I’m going to shout them out. I’m going to call everybody I love and just welcome the New Year and the new start."
Detailing about her painful divorce with Ashley, she added, "I never will understand why this has happened. Never. I just don’t get it. We still talk - general stuff. Anybody that’s been through a divorce, and I hope it’s something people never have to experience, it’s the worse thing in the world. When your heart is breaking... it doesn’t make a difference what car you drive, what house you have, all of that. It’s a minor detail, it’s nothing.”
"Right now it’s still fresh, it hasn’t been long you know? It’s still raw. It does make you feel numb. I don’t recognise myself sometimes. It has been non-stop tears. Just too much."
Cheryl, who appeared at Piers Morgan’s show, Life Stories on ITV1 continued saying, "When I talked to Piers and when this interview is done, once that’s been out and gone, I can maybe just breathe and get on with it again. "I’m getting there. "It has been the worst year, the worst in my life ever.”
